This whole “new years” thing is HARD. Should I feel bad that I haven’t laced up my Asics yet this year, or my goals can only be found in scribbles and daydreams? Yeah, we’re back to eating unprocessed foods, but I haven’t quite kicked this aching feeling. I think I’m scared. I’m scared to start the new year, for fear of failing in the new year. An entire blank calendar lies ahead of us. But guess what? The new year has started regardless of my insecurities and I’m going to fight like hell to make this the best year yet. If I had to name one thing that 2014 taught me, it is that wonderful people stay wonderful if you let them. For some reason I push people away, I don’t like to ask for help and I overthink every move I make. Nurturing my relationships will be my first official goal in 2015, both personally and professionally. See. Now that it has been typed, it’s official.